Wednesday, May 25, 2005


Today was an aesthetically pleasing day. Yes - sunny, warm, not cold, PLEASANT. But I am not feeling pleasant. I still feel like crap. I don't freaking know what's wrong with me.

One nice thing is that I got to sleep in today - glorious, beautiful sleep. Oh, how I love it. Indescribable.

Have you ever had one of those frustrating times in your life when you feel like you get the opposite of everything you ask for, and nothing comes easy? I've been having one of those YEARS. It's getting a bit difficult to be positive. Actually, it's been a few years now. Maybe this is just life. Anyway, every last little detail of my life is being stubborn and contrary and just DIFFICULT. I can't stand it.

Enough of that negativity.

Talk to ya'll later