hmmmmmmmmmm

stupid effing blog just deleted my post that i worked SO HARD on.

i hate computers!

actually i love them, life would be boring without them....

but right now i still HATE COMPUTERS.

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today i am turning around in circles
much like yesterday,
last night
and the night before
my stomach is in knots
and my mind is held captive by limited topics
i hate not being in control of my own destiny
especially when my own world stands still