Saturday, November 26, 2005

winter winter winter

freezing cold, yes, i am freezing cold.

but it's OK because it's beautiful outside, with all the snow and all that. rumour has it that the temp. will be reaching 13 this week. i hate that huge contrast. if it's winter, keep it at frigging winter until it's frigging spring. that's what i think.

last night i went to a hockey game.... fun times. only thing is, are all guys the same? like, are they literally and completely ALL the same? not to sound like a fool... but all the good looking guys i've EVER encountered have been totally the same. they think that in order for a girl to be hot, she has to have long blonde hair, a small waist, big boobs and a round a$$. oh, and she has to have a certain "i am so incredibly SEXY" attitude... to the point where she seems reckless enough to be up for ANYTHING. is that REALLY the best they can come up with in terms of defining what attractiveness is? if so.... it's just not worth it to me! i mean, if what i just described is the EPITOME of beauty to the majority of males, do i really want to enter in to that world as an inadequate thin-ish brown-haired girl? if blonde hair and big boobs are most guys' ideal, and i do not have those things, what is the freaking point? i may as well never even hope for a guy who sees things differently. if he is good looking, (which is important to me, by the way, but my definition of beauty allows for individuality in different guys) he will always be wishing that i were like those other HOT girls. or, he just won't choose me to begin with.... as has happened to me many times before... he will just pass me by and look to the nearest HOT girl with the bleached hair, too-tanned skin and shapely ass. dammit. i say all this because at the hockey game i went to the place was full of those guys and those girls... checking each other out constantly. look, i'm not opposed to flirtation and sexiness, at ALL. in fact, i like the whole "checking each other out" thing. it's healthy. i am mostly opposed to the idea that i am not one of those very specific blonde girls, therefore i am not worthy! i can't freaking count the number of times i've been out with various blonde friends and i have literally been completely ignored and rudely shoved to the side. the category of "hot" is SO specific, limiting, and SO unfair. it's a flipping meat market out there, people... and i just don't want to be a part of it.

well, now that i'm all riled up and angry... i'm going to uhhhhh... go be bitter somewhere else. later.

3 comments:

The Ken 5:22 AM  

Ah dear, guys and blondes with cans. No, we're not all the same. Really, we're not. It maybe says a lot about the majority of guys who watch hockey. Either that or you notice it more because you look for it. It's like whenever I'm out I spot all the Minis 'cos I think they're the best car ever. Maybe you just notice it more because it annoys you so much.

Besides all that, I know there are tons of guys out there who really want character, personality and heart in a girl. Man, I hate the image of a girl who's like some kind of Barbie doll (even though I'm Ken)who's scared of looking untidy or imperfect. Annie, you may not be the stereotype ditzy girl but I just want to encourage you that from a guy's perspective, you still have loads of good stuff to offer. You're fun to be around, you've got a sense of adventure and you shouldn't be so tough on your appearance - you're not the stereotype but you look good! You do! And now I'm mildly paranoid for saying that but I just want to encourage you, ok? God's got someone who will appreciate you for who you are without a boob job and dyeing your hair.

notorphanannie 9:40 AM  

thanks for the encouragement :)
yeah - come to think of it - hockey game = high concentration of beer-drinking half-drunk men and ditzy girls. makes sense.

betha_boo 5:49 PM  

Annie...we have been down this road before...and I do agree with your theory....to a point. Guys all have a mind set of what they want physically...wether they want to admit it or not...they do...
But that only goes as far as checking them out...they don't take the HOT girls back to mommy...nope...for the keepers they go a bit deeper. As much as I want to say that it only goes for non-christians...its not the case. Christian guys even have an idea of what they want physically, but again...I do think it is different from your idea of blonde and humps and lumps...lol...

I don't know, but I have been assured that they get over it once they reach the age of 25...so...there is hope. It is a maturity thing I guess.

and annie...you are freaking hot...ma'am